Paris Hiltonin ex-rakas River Viiperi Suomessa – julkaisi riipaisevan kirjoituksen perheelleen!

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Yhdysvalloissa asuva malli River Viiperi saapui yllätysvierailulle Suomeen.

Seurapiirikaunotar Paris Hiltonin ex-rakas River saapui Suomeen viisi päivää sitten yllättääkseen äitinsä Riitta Viiperin tämän syntymäpäivän kunniaksi. Malli paljasti Instagram-tililleen lisäämänsä kuvan yhteydessä tavanneensa äitinsä edellisen kerran neljä vuotta sitten.

 

I came to Finland to surprise this one ?? @Mean_mother10 for her Birthday. ? My momma bear ?Last time I saw her was about 4 years ago. Yeah, I know; waaaay to long and you're probably wondering "why?" Well... to be honest I can't really answer that question. Not cuz I don't want to, just because I really don't know the answer... sometimes I felt scared to leave "my life" un atended "because I could miss a potential job", other times because I had no money to do so, maybe the real answer is I feared that she wouldn't like the person I had become... - "Have I really changed that much?" - Yes. Now; When I'm in "what I consider my life" I'm different. The insecurities this industry forced into me, the "rules", the fake people, expectations and all the BULLSHIT I have surrounded myself with for these past 8 years have made me fear being myself 24/7, the REAL me. Every time I grow a pair and book my flight to come to Finland and see her I feel instantly refreshed. I feel pure, REAL, stress free, all my worries vanish, my problems aren't as bad as I thought, I see things clearly and it makes me think. WTF did it take me 4 years to come back? - "No f*%#^*• clue". ?? - This time I also got to see my sister who I had not seen in also about four years @Luna_Viper and I'm learning that we all go through our own shit, our own problems and we all find our own solutions to them. Not always will we agree on shit, we will fight and stop talking to each other every now and then but at the end of the day. She's my sister and I love her to death. We can learn from our experiences and "she might say otherwise" ? but she will always be there for me and so will I. - I'm so thankful for having the family I have, living the experiences I live and going through moments like these that make me realize no matter how dark shit gets we will always be here for each other. - Happy Early Birthday Mom. I'm sad reality exists and we have to get back to work soon but I promise the next time won't be in 4 years. ? As for you sis. I'm so happy to see who you are becoming and can't wait to keep learning from you and your experiences. - LOVE YOU BOTH ❤️ TO DEATH. Xx

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− Tiedän, liian kauan sitten. Pohditte varmasti, miksi? Rehellisesti sanottuna minulla ei ole vastausta tähän kysymykseen. Välillä pelkäsin jääväni paitsi mahdollisista työkeikasta, joinain kertoina minulla ei ollut rahaa. Ehkä rehellinen vastaus on se, että pelkäsin, ettei äitini pidä siitä ihmisestä, joka minusta on tullut, River kirjoitti.

Hänen mukaansa mallina työskentely on muokannut hänen ajatusmaailmaansa, mutta nyt River haluaa nauttia oikeasti elämän tärkeistä asiosita.

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− Kaikki alan tuoma epävarmuus, säännöt, feikit ihmiset, odotukset ja kaikki paska, jolla olen ympäröinyt itseni kuluneiden vuosien aikana, saivat minut pelkäämään täysin omana itsenäni olemista. Tunnen oloni virkistyneeksi, kun varaan lennon Suomeen ja näen äitini. Tunnen oloni stressittömäksi, ja kaikki huoleni kaikkoavat, eivätkä ne tunnu enää niin pahoilta kuin ajattelin. Näen asiat selvemmin. Miksi minulla kesti neljä vuotta tulla takaisin?

Suomen-vierailu oli Riverille tärkeä myös siksi, että hän tapasi sisarensa ensimmäisen kerran vuosiin.

− Käymme kaikki läpi omat vaikeutemme ja löydämme ratkaisumme niihin. Emme ole aina samaa mieltä asioista, riitelemme emmekä puhu toisillemme hetkeen. Kaikesta huolimatta hän on sisareni ja rakastan häntä yli kaiken.

 

One day you will wake up and it will just CLICK... - You will realize what's important and what isn't. You will learn to care less about what other people think of you and more about what you think of yourself. You will realize how far you've come and you will remember when you thought things were such a mess that you wouldn't recover. - And then, you will smile... You will smile because you will be truly proud of yourself and the person you've fought to become. - Can you relate!? - If you can't relate yet. Be patient, don't loose hope, stay positive and keep moving forward because that just means you're on your way... - If you ever feel like you are loosing hope don't be scared to express your REAL feelings. Being vulnerable might not "Be Cool" but let me just say it will be worth it. - Thank you ALL!! Not only for the nice warm messages I received yesterday but more importantly for the constant support that you have showed me along these eight years. Can't wait to take you on my next Journey!! I hope you stick around because this one will be THE ONE. ❤️ - If you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all. There is enough hate in this world already and I'm not about that BS. ??

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Paris Hiltonin ex-rakas River Viiperi Suomessa – julkaisi riipaisevan kirjoituksen perheelleen!